phew... finally, a good night rest!

Phew, never knew my body has grown so freaking weak over this period. All i know for the past one over week was to play and play, and seriously, i have neglected my poor body. Sob Sob... But, hey, now comes the time for me to take a nice good break from all the hectic lifestyle and enjoy a cooing night of sleep. HA!

Just came back from supper with my SPSD frens, i did not ate much. In fact, all i had was some miserable Longans and a nice cup of beer(though it really sucks big time). I kind of marvelled at the change that has gotten over me these while. Many people say that i have become a bad boy, one that always go clubbing, picking up girls, indulging in alcohol and stuff but the undelying thing is that, HEY u dun knoew me well so stop judging me! ha!

i guess i had got to know layling, joan and a few others better. In fact, i find layling a veri nice and sweet girl, but too bad, there is no frequency between me and her at all. i just find it so tiring going after girls nowadays. hmmmm.... maybe my pms is acting up on me now! ha!

Suddenly, there is this lack of confidence that hit me in terms of my freindships with the SD people. I feel veri insecure, in the sense that i do not know if people do welcome me a not, or they are just playing along. Ha! Maybe i am thinking a bit too much. well then, time for me to hit my bed, i am just so tired today!