tired, real tired....

phew... damn tired... not sleeping after chionging at night with a few of spsd frens, took half of my life away. I am really old, body is so freaking rusty... hahaha... Look at me, old liao. To tell the truth, i dun know if i shold be happy or sad that all of them went with me to the chocolate buffet. Ha... Spent a lot!! ha!

i was surprised at how debra drank alcohol, it was as though it was plain water, but of course, she was so dizzy after that. Imagine, i was damn worried when i saw those guys getting so close up to her. Well, no guys at clubs are of any good, oops, am i referring to myself also?? haha, i dun know. anyway, was glad that all of us danced to our hearts out, been a long tie since i last enjoed myself at a club .

Angeline cAME back tonit, but, strangely, i did not go and meet her despite her messages to me requesting to meet up. ha! i guess i really made her sd today. Bad Bad me. i am uncertain should i make my move to get close to her a not. part of me is feeling veri scared, weizhen is still strong in my heart. Anyway, guess it is time i drew myself out of SPSd, not because the people there is not nice, or i dun like being with them, but, i have reasons that only i know. Some reasons that made me feel so stressed up each time i go for anything related to SPSD. just wanna say thanks for knowing all of them though they could not hear wat i am saying now. I will probably quit NDP, even though it is not my principal to do that, but, i guess i dun have much choice as well.

gtg le... Morning!! haha!!