back!

okie, i am back to singapore finally. Guess what, i was a good boy to stay at home tonight with no activities like clubbing and stuff. i guess my mum needed that bit of security from this bad son of hers. However, my return brought to me certain amount of "bad" news. Firstly, the most important issue is of course family.

Dad had sold of our flat, and well, i will be moving to a smaller five room flat over at chua chu kang. To tell the truth, i am reluctant to leave my present home. Alright, i am a bit spoiled, i enjoy being in a big house but on top of that, i am attached to this home. I mean, come on, this is my home for the past ten years! However, upon looking the big picture, i am glad that my dad has crossed over his bad patch of time. Thank God that my family is safe and sound.

Second thing is bout me and my frens, and i mean all of my frens. i had a long talk with one of my spsd fren today. He gave me a lot of advice as well as pointed out what were my mistakes and faults. I was suprised that i accepted all of it easily. well, i was aware that sometimes i tend to leave out pple unknowingly when i interact with other pple. Which was why some of my frens were not veri happy with the way i handle stuff. Hmmm, guess i have to change on that. Just want to saay sorry to pple whom i have left out and just want to say that it is not intentional. Sorry bout it.

sometimes upon reflecting, i find that i over done myself sometimes when i mix in with different frens. One main issue is with the girls especially. Hmmm, pple tend to ovelook the fact that i am mixing in not because i am a CH guy. I mean, whats wrong with knowing girls beta? buT, i also find myself getting too attached with them, as a result, i neglected the guys. Guess it is time for me to change...

I mis my gf a lot. Hmmm, lets just say i am still veri much in my honey moon period. SOmetimes i feel a bit insecure of myself. Reason being i feel a bit inferior as compared to her but i guess relationship doesnt just revel around physical status, qualifications and looks. I really hope i can grow to be a more mature man, to be able to take care of her and also learn how to make my relationship a succesful one. i am pretty skeptical about relationships because i have been hurt b4 and i do not wish for that to happen...

Am i thinking too much again? Oh my! Bad habit of mine... HA!