Thursday, June 10, 2004

Give me some peace...

Give me some peace, my ears are so tired. Could u pls stop drumming my ears with ur useless and nonsensical lecturing? I know what i am doing and i am not doing any wrong. So stop using me as ur toy for venting ur frustration. I am not ur toy for that. Mum, i respect u as my mother but soemtimes ur drumming just comes at the veri wrong time. I dun need it at all. Not even daddy is saying anything. Well, at least Dad is more reasonable to sit down with me for a cup of coffee and tok to me nicely. Unlike for my mum who would just pop out of nowhere and start her endless droning like a machine. Siao lor...

I have been so stressed out over the past few days. Just as i was able to relax myself for that bit, there she goes again, spoiling my mood that was slightly lifted up during a karaoke session this afternoon. I mean, if u want to tell me something, why not do it nicely? Must u shout and scream? It is veri disturbing. Well, even though i am good at stoning and turn a blind eye to my surroundings, sometimes she just makes my blood boil!

See, i am delayed because of her. I cant even go to angeline house at the time i had promsied her i would. I admit that i am wrong for not staying at home and be a good boy. However, why cant my mum come to terms that i am a responsible guy who doesnt get into trouble? Is it my fault to be occupied with activities? No! I should get to enjoy as much as i can! Life is only there once! I should make full use of it and not leaving it there to rot and be a goody mummy's boy. It is real boring to only study and stay at home. It is just like a prisoner improsoned in his own home, how pathetic!

However, i was pretty glad that i was able to relax my vexed up and fatigue mind over k box today! it was pretty fun! ha! I din know that zihui has such a good vocal power and that she sounded like sun yanzi. I was stunned when i knew it was her. Maybe i should tell my teacher about zihui. Teacher would probably groom her into a star in the nearby future. Ha! i really cant sing today. I think i am atrocious... Sianzz.... I was so disappointed in myself in my singing today. Maybe i should go back for more lessons to improve myself. HA!

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