Worried!

I am worried, i am seriously. Should i head my way back? Lots of things boggin my mind now after that call from mum. First thing that she told me was bad news that really destroyed all my mood. She told me that dad is not feeling well and that we will be moving house due to unforseen financial crisis. Shit man, what am i suppose to do?? I feel like an ant on running around in a hot pot.

For a long time i have not been a good son to my mum or dad, not showering them with the concern and care that they will need from me as their son. dad is not in good health condition, and for the first time i felt fear arising from deep within me. I am worried.

i am at a loss....