Settled...

alright, it has been such a long time since i last updated. Well, basically, i am stripped of the chance to use my dearest desktop, due to the fact that i have not bought my funiture. Yup, i am broke and therefore, furniture is out of question, and so, i cant set up my desktop. Life sucks totally without a computer. It sucks!! Ha!

I still feel sad even though it has been a week since i moved from my old house to the new one. guess wat, it actually took me three good days to get a good night rest. It just feels so funny to sleep in a whole new environment. HA! The irritating part is the packing up part.

Things wasnt smooth sailing for me at all. Just as i was going to find my girlfren on thursday night, she got herself into a serious car accident which renendered her bedridden. Sigh, she has got a fractured arm, along with cuts and other injuries. My heart bled when i saw her in the hospital. which was why despite being veri tired each day after school and ndp training, i will still make the effort to travel to NUH and take care of her. I know that Angie is in a lot of pain, and the pain killers are not working at all. Each time she knows i am coming, she will force herself to smile and put up a flase front to reassure me that she is alright. It really pains me to see her because i know that she is in a lot of pain. i cried the day when i saw her for the first time. eating was difficult for her as she could only move one arm. Of course, if i am there, feeding her is a must. i dun wan her to move and injure herself. sigh, as her boyfren, i felt so useless that i cant do much for her apart from staying over there everyday, accompanying her and toking to her. Even visiting the toilet was difficult for her. Sigh....

I feel so down....