the point is never here....

today, i receive three unpleasant misunderstandings.... one from my veri good fren, the other two from my parents... somehow i am veri tred.... it seems like pple start to think worse and worse of me... i dunno why... i began to miss my frens whom i knew since i was a baby... they understood me well, and reallymiss the times when i am with them...
i began to think about moving lately... not just because i dun like my family or wat, but rather i wan to have a life of my own... perhaps it would be better for me to start afresh from all this... i love my parents, but their inability to allow me to choose my own path has really saddened me... besides that, i wish for a period of time for me to think over my future, to do some serious reflections...
layling, dun be angry, i sincerely apologise...

time is running out as i am left with one week, just one week to the result of my appeal. my next week will be a good chance for me to really cool down and think over a lot of issues... mainly spsd, my school, parents, my financial problems which has been quite serious lately and my relationship with joan... i wun go for training next week i guess... i dun have the heart to...

i am not a good boyfren...