Fate

Fate is a wonderful thing which places two person together without one realising its presence at all. That was registered in my mind ages ago, but upon pondering again, it seems fate is playing a fool out of such a simple me. She called me, n i couldnt resist her request to meet me up. Amazingly, she drove over to my house upon knowing i was exhausted from a days work. So i ended up inside her car, chatting with her.

It turns out that she got attached, n she kept it from me. I was taken aback over what she told me. A mixture of angst, sadness flashed across my face. i guess it was pretty oblivious as she took noticed of that split second. So what was i to her? A substitute? Damn...

Isnt it strange that at times, pple are so afraid to speak up their mind? so they end up blogging, with the hope that someone will stumble upon this blog n discover the truth? Am i not that strange person?

I thought that we could have made it. By taking and adapting to circumstances gradually. But you protested. You disagreed. You said no. You didn't dare to try. And you dwell in your perpetual days of despair and disillusion. Worst of all, you told me that I deserved a better someone. Now.. what more can I say?

But i guess it ws a wise decision because i have found someone better n loves me more....
but... i still wanna voice out... my true voice deep in me... girl... pls dun get angry...