Mission accomplished

Ycf- youth cultural festival 2005 finally kicked start for student division today. The actual performance commenced at seven. Words are unable to display my awe and admiration for all the performers. However, there is one important factor to note and peace is the ultimate message that everyone is trying to put across the country. The show lasted for 2 hours, i was surprised for the first tme i was able to keep myself awake for a performamce like ycf.

On another note, i am glad that even though i am not a participant this round, the fact that i am still able to help out lifted my mood up. Indeed, seeing everyone jubilant and vibrant, beeming with energy, is a real encouragement to myself... Juz wanna say good job done guys!!

upon looking at my own decision, i felt at ease today. i made my promise some one month ago that once the ycf is over, my life span over at spsd will be over too.. i intend to keep my promise. people may ask, isnt it stupid to leave spsd juz over such puny matters? well, to me it isnt puny at all. to me i have always treated my frens with a true heart. especially pple from spsd, that is something which i dun deny at all. but upon seeing miko n fish still giving me cold eyes n shunning me off, my mood got affected again. two of my most dear frens, two precious gems i have lost. till date i still have no idea which part or what i have done tht has offended fish. but tht doesnt matter anymore i guess. i am over n done with spsd.

as for miko, she will carry on being my fren even if she doesnt think of me as one. as long as she is happy, that is the best consolation to me as a fren who cares for her. she is a cute n kind girl, tht i dun deny... but i harbour no feelings towards her at all. to me, frens will always be frens, i know where my line is and i will not step beyond tht boundary.

to part with spsd is something which i deem tough, but i guess working will overcome this emptiness in me... even if the misunderstandings never gets resolved, ven if i m destined never to be frens again, memories will always be here accompanying me. and i treasure every single preecious memories n moments.

Spsd, good job done!! shine bright n be the strongest seagull, with an undying spirit, never ending stamina to meet forth with new challenges everyday!!